Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Great Grandma's and Great Grandpa

"Evil Genevieve", says Zack.

Lately I have been looking outside and around at things that we have and realized that I really don't have anything from my Grandma's that are dead and that Zack don't have anything from Grandpa Forgy. It breaks my heart because they do not get to see Genevieve grow, they do not get to see her smile, hold her, play with her, buy her things, all the stuff that they would do if they were here. I know that they are in heaven looking down on us and especially her but it really breaks my heart. I know when I had her, while Zack was sleeping, I held her and cried because they were not here. I just wish there was a way for them to be here, even though I know that is not possible. I miss them all, I wish I would have gotten to know Grandpa Forgy better, and I really wish all of them were alive to see our beautiful daughter. I found out from the doctors that I was pregnant on the day he died, and that was really hard on me. I made sure Zack got a hold of Clint so that he knew and I wish I could have actually been with him to support him through that touch time. All I know is we can pray to them for our dreams for her and for  help in rough times. They will grant our wishes and dreams, I have faith in that. They were all amazing people that impacted our lives and will always have a place in our heart. We can tell her stories of them and show her pictures and have other family members do the same so that even though she does not get to know them herself she can get to know them in a way. I miss you all.

R.I.P. Linda Penna (Died: June 1st, 1997), Carol Nielsen (Died: September 6, 2008) and Roy Forgy (Died: September 28, 2009) We love and miss you very much

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