Last Thursday I went to the doctor and I gained almost 10 pounds in a month, not that good. So I have to start being careful on gaining weight, I go back in April 1st! I found out that they will not let me go a week over my due date, thankfully.
I am ready to start setting up our room for her and everything and I feel useless because I can't. I keep breaking down over it and everyone keeps telling me that they will do it if it comes down to it. But they shouldn't have to. At least I don't think they should, it is my responsibility.
I have been doing a lot of cleaning and everyone is driving me nuts because they just don't seem to care. I take the time to make stuff clean and they don't help. So that pisses me off.
I am really starting to feel bad because I am not working and Mom is having to pay all the bills and for my class. I feel bad that they are taking care of me and Zack when it is our job to take care of us.
I am anxious for her to be here but also know I got to wait.
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