I feel bad...

There are some days I feel bad and some days I'm grateful for the way things turned out...I'll explain that later.

Being back in Colorado is the best thing for us. We have been around friends and family and done so much more. I have more help than ever before. People listen to me when I tell her she needs to be told "No" or spanked or if she can't have something.

Genevieve having her episodes and being in Colorado is good too cause we are CLOSE to a Children's hospital. I still worry, but I know her and I will make it through this.

Lately she has been trying to walk, we all try to get her to also, but she just seems scared. She will stand on her own and hold one hand of someones and walk fine. I can't wait till she walks because it will be amazing to watch!!

She loves to talk:
Nana
Dada
Mama
Mommy
Daddy
Dance
This
Here
There
Hi
Yaya
Bye
Kiss
No

She is just one amazing little girl.

I feel bad because her Daddy isn't around and honestly doesn't seemed too interested in what is going on in her life. She wanted to call him like a week ago and I told her no daddy will call when he wants to and we called her Aunt Chels. She cried out for Daddy today when we got up for our nap, but she has me and I love her.

Without her I don't know where i would be. I am grateful for my baby girl and I know her and I and eventually Tyler will be able to get through anything together. They are my life and always will be!!